I Hope Love Will Find A Way

Many persons of the same age as me, or older persons too and friends of mine wish to fall in love, they really want to feel this beatiful feeling. Me not. Not already. I felt it, it's so amazing, when your heart is always melting every time you see him, it makes you smile and makes your days unusual and when he touch you with fleeting touch it makes you wanna cry. Everyone want this. Some people have just luck, they found love and are happy, but not everybody. Some people love, love with all heart and they'll never get love from a person, who love. And this is the most terrible feeling, it hurts so much, that I don't wanna feel it anymore.
Have you ever looked at him and thought: "If you knew, how much I love you...If someone loved me so much, I'll be the most happy person in the world", have you ever written your email adress on his hand and felt lucky when he had it on hand a week later, have you ever felt like you can't concentrate on anything else, just on him like he's slammin' on his giutar or have you went the same way as he and he was talking to you all time, but you didn't care, you just said to myself: "I wanna save this feelin' forever" ?
But...
Have you ever sat next to him and knew you'll never can be with him ?